sometimes my self loathing gets the better of me. i’ve not been to the gym in almost two weeks. i’ve had fat fast food more times in that two weeks than i care to say. i’ve had way too much to drink in those two weeks. i feel that i’ve let myself go to the point where it doesn’t even matter anymore.
that’s negative thinking.
today i will not be fat. today i will go to the gym. today i will buy groceries so i’m not tempted to eat fat food. today, i will not be fat.
